It was nice in a way to meet up after such a long time. Itz nice to see that not much has changed (physically) but i guess that is not the same with the inside. Somehow in me, i feel like stretching out to offer any practical help, but i also know it is not the practical help that matters, but what God only can do. I will pray.
It is very much the same for me... given up on most of the things, contributing only in ways that God has given and entrusted to me... and the rest... tell me and i will do. I would say that i am sick of all these feelings and how i wish i can be out of it... but yet i also would rather stay in my present situation and just continue serving in the same capacity. All these are from my flesh and i know that i need to seek God about this. How i long for the days when we pray and hear and listen and understand and go ahead in faith knowing that He is faithful. Not that we can change anything just by putting in hardwork or be persuaded to work as a team to change things for God, but He will indeed work thru us as we humble ourselves before Him and allow His purposes to prevail. Lord, have your way!
God, speak to me your thoughts and your ways, show me your heart and help me to understand. Draw close to me as you used to and i really want to be closer to you each day. I am nothing without you, you who knitted me in my mother's womb even before i was born, you who knew my name and counted the hairs on my head, such immeasurable love and knowledge of me.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Sunday, January 28, 2007
What was posted last year...
Friday, November 10th, 2006
2:31 am
Getting Married!Finally the long awaited day has come. Since the last time i proposed, there is so much anticipation for the day to come. Come to think of it... Jesus did say that He will come back one day... the Day... and i think i should be awaiting in anticipation too.. Yupz... i shall...But for tmr, it is going to be so so so... i dunno what to say... but i know after tmr, i will be married, husband to one wife and new roles, new expectations, new responsibilities and other things will set in.... But no worries, my wife-to-be said i am friendly, impressive and handsome.. hehe... not that those are enough to get me started to be someone's husband. It entails so much more and i know we will explore this tgt.God who has started his work in both of our lives will continue to work in us as we make our vows, not only to each other, but also unto our Lord Jesus Christ.At the moment, i feel a little unsettled. There are things to do, SOW and stuff... but dun seem to want to get started. Just wondering about how tmr will turn out is enough to make me sit and stare and dream... oh well... guess going out later in the afternoon and then later at night will be good for me... Probably i should just watch Brian dance for his graduation. That will certainly bring some light moments. =) He is so adorable... Just held my hand last sat as if i am his father. hehe... Tmr is only one day... marriage is a lifetime... God bless this family. Amen. Current Mood: indescribableCurrent Music: Garang Guni's Horn
Sunday, October 29th, 2006
4:24 pm
The Holy SpiritThis happened during the blaze prog yesterday.I prayed for the kids for God to fill them with God's spirit. After the kids were dismissed, they came to me to tell me that they could feel something on their hands... like something going into their hands and it was a very comfortable feeling. I thank God that He has touched the lives of these two girls who had believed in their hearts, desired for God and received a physical touch from God. God speaks to us in more ways than one. Others who did not feel the same way, i believed that they too received the anointing and empowerment of the Holy Spirit as well.Then today i thought. I think God also meant for the girls to come and encourage me. That by their testimony of God's touch, i myself am encouraged and edified. Praise God for his work that is continuing in all of our lives as He promised that he will bring to completion the work He has started till we meet with Him again.Once again, God is good to His children and has lavished His love on us. Current Mood: munchCurrent Music: rattling sound of other pple's aircon. I can't use it anymor
Tuesday, October 17th, 2006
12:21 am
It is impossible with men, but with God all things are possible!I know i am quite slow in updating, but i am quite sure to testify to God's greatness and work when i see it happening. This happened during my last house visit to Whampoa.There is this family that i first visited when we were given the list. We went there ready to make friends and invite them to our activity. BUT.... the uncle said no in a unfriendly tone and said that we did not ensure that the bus was there to pick him and some other people. They were supposed to go for the JB trip i think. Later on, his daughter came to the door and helped to be our middle person but of course the conversation with her dad did not continue much longer and there was no way that we can explain out of it. We continued to visit them and i believed that the daughter would open up to us. *fast forward*....... Then came last visit, the daughter's name is Juvette and she spoke at length with us, about her hobbies and also how she had come to hear about God during her secondary school days at Christchurch. She is open to visit us and said she would, although she is not sure if she can wake up on time. And guess what?? Her dad also agreed to come for the activity we are organising and it seems like he has softened towards us. God is indeed able to work miraculously through the situation. Now do we all see it in the same light? Never mind, give Him the praise due His name anyway.. =D Hallelujah, Jesus is alive, death has lost its victory and the grave has been denied... Jesus lives forever, He's alive, He's alive, Hallelujah, Jesus is alive!!!! =D Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: Aircon sound with occasional lizard *tsk*
Tuesday, September 19th, 2006
12:28 am
Enjoyed Talking to You! What's New? =DIt has been quite some time since i spoke to SY about more serious stuff. I was glad that we communicated and shared our views about what we felt was important for us. And i think we are really determined to get this going, without turning back. Being the person to encourage and build up another person is not an easy task and can be distracting sometimes if we are not careful to focus on God and understand what He wants for us. It was for this reason, being one of the pivotal, that we find ourselves staying together and seeking His ways for this relationship.Just today, her student typed... 170906.... on his msn and she replied.... anniversary ar? and he replied... ya... and then she suddenly recalled that 170906 was a very familiar date and it crossed her mind that that was our anniversary.. the day when we got together 3 years ago! That would be 170903. Three years has passed, but it still felt like the first time... haha.. cliche.. that we have been together. Hmm... not exactly the first time, but probably the first few times?? Haha.. Coz it surely did not feel that long to me! And to think that we would be getting married in exactly 54 days!!Recently a brother C asked me. "So how is it going for you? About being married." I thought about it and replied without any doubt that i am definitely looking forward to that day. Starting a new life with someone might be daunting and many have shared their negative experiences of staying together... BUT ya.. i am still looking forward to it, coz it's not just going to be the lifestyle that matters.So hold my hand and walk with me. He is the light that will help us see. Praise the Lord!
2:31 am
Getting Married!Finally the long awaited day has come. Since the last time i proposed, there is so much anticipation for the day to come. Come to think of it... Jesus did say that He will come back one day... the Day... and i think i should be awaiting in anticipation too.. Yupz... i shall...But for tmr, it is going to be so so so... i dunno what to say... but i know after tmr, i will be married, husband to one wife and new roles, new expectations, new responsibilities and other things will set in.... But no worries, my wife-to-be said i am friendly, impressive and handsome.. hehe... not that those are enough to get me started to be someone's husband. It entails so much more and i know we will explore this tgt.God who has started his work in both of our lives will continue to work in us as we make our vows, not only to each other, but also unto our Lord Jesus Christ.At the moment, i feel a little unsettled. There are things to do, SOW and stuff... but dun seem to want to get started. Just wondering about how tmr will turn out is enough to make me sit and stare and dream... oh well... guess going out later in the afternoon and then later at night will be good for me... Probably i should just watch Brian dance for his graduation. That will certainly bring some light moments. =) He is so adorable... Just held my hand last sat as if i am his father. hehe... Tmr is only one day... marriage is a lifetime... God bless this family. Amen. Current Mood: indescribableCurrent Music: Garang Guni's Horn
Sunday, October 29th, 2006
4:24 pm
The Holy SpiritThis happened during the blaze prog yesterday.I prayed for the kids for God to fill them with God's spirit. After the kids were dismissed, they came to me to tell me that they could feel something on their hands... like something going into their hands and it was a very comfortable feeling. I thank God that He has touched the lives of these two girls who had believed in their hearts, desired for God and received a physical touch from God. God speaks to us in more ways than one. Others who did not feel the same way, i believed that they too received the anointing and empowerment of the Holy Spirit as well.Then today i thought. I think God also meant for the girls to come and encourage me. That by their testimony of God's touch, i myself am encouraged and edified. Praise God for his work that is continuing in all of our lives as He promised that he will bring to completion the work He has started till we meet with Him again.Once again, God is good to His children and has lavished His love on us. Current Mood: munchCurrent Music: rattling sound of other pple's aircon. I can't use it anymor
Tuesday, October 17th, 2006
12:21 am
It is impossible with men, but with God all things are possible!I know i am quite slow in updating, but i am quite sure to testify to God's greatness and work when i see it happening. This happened during my last house visit to Whampoa.There is this family that i first visited when we were given the list. We went there ready to make friends and invite them to our activity. BUT.... the uncle said no in a unfriendly tone and said that we did not ensure that the bus was there to pick him and some other people. They were supposed to go for the JB trip i think. Later on, his daughter came to the door and helped to be our middle person but of course the conversation with her dad did not continue much longer and there was no way that we can explain out of it. We continued to visit them and i believed that the daughter would open up to us. *fast forward*....... Then came last visit, the daughter's name is Juvette and she spoke at length with us, about her hobbies and also how she had come to hear about God during her secondary school days at Christchurch. She is open to visit us and said she would, although she is not sure if she can wake up on time. And guess what?? Her dad also agreed to come for the activity we are organising and it seems like he has softened towards us. God is indeed able to work miraculously through the situation. Now do we all see it in the same light? Never mind, give Him the praise due His name anyway.. =D Hallelujah, Jesus is alive, death has lost its victory and the grave has been denied... Jesus lives forever, He's alive, He's alive, Hallelujah, Jesus is alive!!!! =D Current Mood: tiredCurrent Music: Aircon sound with occasional lizard *tsk*
Tuesday, September 19th, 2006
12:28 am
Enjoyed Talking to You! What's New? =DIt has been quite some time since i spoke to SY about more serious stuff. I was glad that we communicated and shared our views about what we felt was important for us. And i think we are really determined to get this going, without turning back. Being the person to encourage and build up another person is not an easy task and can be distracting sometimes if we are not careful to focus on God and understand what He wants for us. It was for this reason, being one of the pivotal, that we find ourselves staying together and seeking His ways for this relationship.Just today, her student typed... 170906.... on his msn and she replied.... anniversary ar? and he replied... ya... and then she suddenly recalled that 170906 was a very familiar date and it crossed her mind that that was our anniversary.. the day when we got together 3 years ago! That would be 170903. Three years has passed, but it still felt like the first time... haha.. cliche.. that we have been together. Hmm... not exactly the first time, but probably the first few times?? Haha.. Coz it surely did not feel that long to me! And to think that we would be getting married in exactly 54 days!!Recently a brother C asked me. "So how is it going for you? About being married." I thought about it and replied without any doubt that i am definitely looking forward to that day. Starting a new life with someone might be daunting and many have shared their negative experiences of staying together... BUT ya.. i am still looking forward to it, coz it's not just going to be the lifestyle that matters.So hold my hand and walk with me. He is the light that will help us see. Praise the Lord!
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Faith
Faith that pleases God
Faith that does not waver at the sight of difficult circumstances
Faith that allows man to walk on water
Faith that is given and apportioned by His grace
Faith Faith Faith...... More More More..........
Faith that does not waver at the sight of difficult circumstances
Faith that allows man to walk on water
Faith that is given and apportioned by His grace
Faith Faith Faith...... More More More..........
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