It was nice in a way to meet up after such a long time. Itz nice to see that not much has changed (physically) but i guess that is not the same with the inside. Somehow in me, i feel like stretching out to offer any practical help, but i also know it is not the practical help that matters, but what God only can do. I will pray.
It is very much the same for me... given up on most of the things, contributing only in ways that God has given and entrusted to me... and the rest... tell me and i will do. I would say that i am sick of all these feelings and how i wish i can be out of it... but yet i also would rather stay in my present situation and just continue serving in the same capacity. All these are from my flesh and i know that i need to seek God about this. How i long for the days when we pray and hear and listen and understand and go ahead in faith knowing that He is faithful. Not that we can change anything just by putting in hardwork or be persuaded to work as a team to change things for God, but He will indeed work thru us as we humble ourselves before Him and allow His purposes to prevail. Lord, have your way!
God, speak to me your thoughts and your ways, show me your heart and help me to understand. Draw close to me as you used to and i really want to be closer to you each day. I am nothing without you, you who knitted me in my mother's womb even before i was born, you who knew my name and counted the hairs on my head, such immeasurable love and knowledge of me.
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